once my body learns to absorb energy from the sun like a fucking autotroph, it's over for all you bitches
I want to be in love but i dont want to put in the work to fall in love. That shit gets so tiring. I think I want to embrace me being tired! How crazy does that sound? I dont want to get dressed up and have to feel like i need to impress anyone. I dont want to wonder or feel insecure. I feel good without makeup in my sweat pants. I feel good letting my hair be as damaged as i made it out to be. I feel good just meeting my life goals and going back to bed. I love sleeping in i love not giving a fuck theres freedom in this single shit. I admire people that get married and stick it out with somebody through life. But i gotta be real and say I am really learning to fall in love with myself everyday. Sometimes I am hard to live with and thats why I need time for me.